Watching Doctor Who
Little Em's playing with her gum
Bubbliscious-finger strumming
Smoking cigarettes
it's like paying someone to kill you slowly
Letting anything take over your life, thought processes, to that degree is wrong. Doing it and also knowing it's wrong--double the consequences, double the mind-Hell.
What's that story about the shadows? One the wall? And escaping, seeing the light, going back to the shadows, being miserable? Hm.
A bunch of people, in a dramatically-lit cave, sounds like a party!
Playing with miserable, nothing left to lose people... it's the best
wildest
free-est
most uninhibited
easily caught up in the moment.
When I quit smoking cigarettes
drink copious amounts of coffee
don't take anti-anxieties
get high
I think I'm Jesus, reincarnated.
I understand everything I've learned.
Every time.
Everything comes together to mean everything right now.
All the people I've met, meaningful and meaningless. Everything I've ever noticed. Everything I've noticed without knowing. All the social interactions are experiments.
Guessing and checking.
All add up to equal a philosophy that is exactly and fully right.
